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December 6th, 2009
November 25th, 2009
03:39 pm
Things spin away. I forget.
There's an upswing though, dancing in the off-wings behind the curtain. Something's changed, and something's lost, and something's found where it's always been. We lose each other, and find each other, and find the things we need to hold on to. In the process, we give each other up. Sometimes we're forced to, but sometimes natural like breathing or sinking to dirt.
Sunday a reporter came and asked, Why Breakfast? Why only? But it's supposed to be like home and family and rolling out of bed to something warm and filling and good enough to hold you all day with the memory. That's what I said, Faith interpreted, I don't think he understood - but he didn't need to. I didn't need him to.
I'm thankful for my family. All.
I miss them. I miss you.
I miss.
ETA: I wish I could take a trip.
( Private to Harmony and Speed )
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October 15th, 2009
October 3rd, 2009
September 23rd, 2009
05:54 pm
something's lost
long gone deep
and someonething's
found
in
balance,
in right,
spin out and
close your eyes.
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September 3rd, 2009
08:58 pm
Spitzenkörper, you
plant your needs in my skin and
I will make love grow like hyphae -
mycelium taking to wet ground.
Hyphae grow at their tips,
vesicles crawling -
they can branch through
so that I can branch out arms
to take you in and hold close.
( Private to Family )
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/mood/lierre/buggy/relaxed.gif) calm
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August 15th, 2009
07:08 pm
We'll move soon - The last things to do are growing and done. I'm anxious to be useful, to draw all of mine back to me. Faith is making calls.
Does anyone need a job?
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August 2nd, 2009
July 20th, 2009
06:37 pm - [Faith]
You know what's great? Being back in New York City!
You know what's not? Realtors who give you funny looks when your god savior boss starts talking about how this isn't a 'space' it's a 'nook' connected to all the other nooks in the universe, and asking if the energy in the air feels wet like dirt to him.
Seriously, you all are so weird when you're trying just to freak someone out! At least we got all the paperwork signed and there are two apartments in the space above the restaurant, too. It'll be so awesome once it's all fixed up. It's not nearly as cool as The Highway (sorry, Trace!) but we'll make it perfect.
Also, hello!
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July 11th, 2009
06:41 pm
There's too much to read when I just want to dream in color and be with my family.
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July 6th, 2009
July 5th, 2009
01:48 pm
I drove through ( heaven. )
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June 29th, 2009
09:48 pm
Roads home are longer – they arc and ache like electricity in the middle of the night and stretch themselves out between stars. Maybe things flow faster if they’re not weighed down fears and failure.
I wanted to breathe into dust and form life like I was a god made of more than dirt and the things that lurk inside of it, but we can’t be everything and we settle, survive, being just what we are and what nature and the universe has made us. And I’m connected, even when I don’t want to be.
Last time was an airplane and before that he back of a grayhound and it would have been better if it had been a dog.
Dogs always know where home is.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/mood/lierre/buggy/thoughtful.gif) contemplative
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June 23rd, 2009
June 8th, 2009
07:57 pm
Virginia Beach made us dizzy I think, sun and too much sand and so many things to distract you and make you feel small and spiraling. There's something about the world's largest sea serpent - it's phallic, but it's also something like home. And the largest gorilla - the largest all of them.
I feel small, but important. They have so much space and nothing inside, and we have such little space to hold everything in the universe. It's humbling. Spiritual. I don't think it's supposed to be.
( Private to Salvia )
( Private to Marijuana )
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May 24th, 2009
May 20th, 2009
May 17th, 2009
06:21 pm
One night under stars - like they were there for me without me seeing them, and how dark did the night have to be for me to forget what I knew was there? Now they're all bleeding into one another again. But now I see it's okay that they are, maybe I always knew. Some ties you cut before they choke you.
We need to get away - Speed Harmony, I remember more about being lost now and I remember places where you have no choice but to live we could have something that's just ours.
( Private )
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May 15th, 2009
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